BARDROYPHANTOM

hello all who watch me, i am going to write a novel all out of my head, it will mostly be in first person. what gets posted is only the rough cut. please don't criticize too harshly, when its done, i will post the final part and compile it all into one. and so without further adieu, here is the first section. ********************************************************************************************************************************* It was time. I un-clicked my collar and prepared for the worst. I needed the money to live but I hated violence. It was the one thing I could always count on to make rent and have enough money for food. Re

I often wonder if it was all for nothing. aside from my love life, all of my other social skills seemingly are being developed for nothing. my brother has betrayed me and and my family and on top of it all he's dropping out. ive worked 19 hard years to build my life around my family and now a huge chunk is just gone. just like that. i hate times like this and this is when i really just need to focus on work. work is whats best and all that i know. ive never had time to go and just play for a long time. like some lucky people. really need to get my degree and my job, then i can relax a little and lose a little less hair from all of the stress